Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere








Date: Monday, August 31, 2009
Time: 10:33:00 PM

WHY? Why like this.
It really breaks my heart.
I have nothing to say to you.
Cause i know, nothing will change your mind.
NOTHING.
Tearing for you is useless cause the fact is already printed out in the book of history in my life, i know but i cant help it.
I feel for you, i cannot stand him, cause the way he treats you is so bad that i dont even know how to describe it. And do you even notice the things he do is always for himself not thinking of you. Does he even understands you? Think about it.
If he really were to love you, you think he will say those words to you? Whats more it is not said in a way that he was joking or anything, he was serious.
I hope this wont offend you but it is really the words from the bottom of my heart.
You know who you are.
I am SORRY.


Date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
Time: 10:43:00 PM

NEVER MIND.
IT IS BEING TRASHED.


Date: Saturday, August 29, 2009
Time: 11:12:00 PM

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Date: Friday, August 28, 2009
Time: 10:21:00 PM

I just can't describe how I am feeling now.
I am TRAPPED!
HELP ME OUT?!
:(((


Date: Thursday, August 27, 2009
Time: 9:37:00 PM

NO x3
YES x0
idontknow.
but the answer is just like this.
There is nothing much i can do.
Can you?
Tell me then.

CONTRACDICTS alot.


Date:
Time: 9:34:00 PM

I AM TRULY SORRY.


Date: Saturday, August 15, 2009
Time: 1:12:00 PM

There is nothing much i could do.
BUT.
Just homework/study:D


Date: Thursday, August 13, 2009
Time: 9:32:00 PM

Call me a bitch. PLEASE. I am not a dog.
Which eyes of yous see me as a dog?
OR.
Which side of your ears heard me barked?
In that case dont call me a bitch.
I am a human being, not a dog!
I CAN TALK.


Date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Time: 8:28:00 PM
''eclipse girl''

))))):
Nothing can describe how sad i am now.
JUST JOKING!
Well today was another day of going home early though it is a tuesday.
There was no track.
On the way back ''eclipse girl'' smsed me.
That was the moment i was so jealous of her. =.=
When could i see you again my dear ''eclipse girl''?


Date:
Time: 8:18:00 PM

Don't think i don't know you are having an affair. I am so stupid that i said i trusted you. I can't believe myself that i trusted you. Shedding tears for you is just worthless! Now that i know so much of what you have done i will never forgive you forever! You are such a pervert. PERVERT! Trying to hide what you are doing just means you have no guts to face it. Then just stop it and i might just reconsider, maybe not. Cause you have done so much that is unforgetteable.
Simple english you will never beforgiven for what you have done.
Guess what? You don't even seem guilty of what you have done.


Date: Monday, August 10, 2009
Time: 7:04:00 PM

-UNEXPECTEDLY nice- :D


Date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
Time: 11:07:00 PM

Friday the day we had cross country.
For i get only the six placing, allowing her to cut me, without any push later.
Regrets fall on me again, you just do the best in everything you do at the moment.
Don't you just agree with me?

I had fun with you SGN(:


Date: Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Time: 10:53:00 PM
FAILURE.

Once again i let them down. I should have push more. I just dont do the best in everything and later regrets. Why did i let this happen? I should have push from the start giving my all. It was the last of the year. The last one. I hate you for not pushing. There is no more chance for you anymore. You are the one who let the whole team down, how could you? You are such a disappointment. You are just talking with no action done.

I AM SUCH A FAILURE.


Date: Sunday, August 2, 2009
Time: 5:53:00 PM

I cannot believe my eyes when i stepped into that house!
Guess what i think that basement is the size of my house(:hahaha
done.
Malav PARTY!
It was such a fun party.They all wanted to push me down the swimming pool so they sprayed water at me then i was like ok fine i go down dont spray.Makes no difference!
There was like so much food there.I think i can eat it for the rest of my life.NO! just joking.hahahaha.I will go BONKERS.yeah(:
Watched a movie 'fired up'. Left halfway that was so sad.
I regretted.I should have stayed.I made the wrong decision.
They played truth or dare! How could i miss such stuff.I bet it was damn fun and funny?
Though i was not there.But wells i just cant turn back time.
PLAY BACK.(:

Hoping for another day like this(: