Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere








Date: Sunday, November 29, 2009
Time: 1:58:00 PM

TRACK CHALET was super duper fun! :D
It was the very first time i did not sleep in my life.
We played cards the whole night, learning new type of card games.
The mid-night movie, 2012, that we watched was exciting too.
The next day, we went for our the activity of the day, wild wild wet :D
Everyone became darker and many had sunburn, but was pretty cool :D
After that we had our BARBEQUE! :D
It was fun helping out and starting the fire, fanning the fire etc.
MARSH MALLOWS! (melted) It was my favourite :DD soft and sticky.
The third day was just bowling and cycling, then we all went home.
I hope we will have another track chalet SOON :DDD

3 cheers (((:


Date:
Time: 11:49:00 AM
oopsy daisy- chipmunk

Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i'll understand
Cos all i'll do is hurt you again
Yeah, and again, and again, oops, there we go again
We messed up once
I messed up twice
But how many times are we gonna try again?
(I dunno)
Girl it's like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can't take the pain and now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
I'm a walking disaster
Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That's why I got to go, oh oh oh ohhh
Yeah
See the fussin and fightin, lets not (Loow it)
Before I see red, lets stop (Trust)
This here's really the end of
Imma find cupid and put him in a headlock (No lie)
Now why did you pick on me? (Why?)
Why let the pretty bird shit on me? (Ha)
I don't need good luck but I need good love
That's a girl that will stand by me
Look honey I didn't diss you
Therefore I shouldn't have to miss you
And now I feel like saturdays are all weaker
Me and my heart got crazy issues
My girl it's like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can't take the pain
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i'll understand
Cos all i'll do is hurt you again
I'm a walking disaster
Don't wanna hurt you that's why you got to
Destruction like fire all around you
That's why I got to go, oh oh oh ohh
Yeah
They say three times a lady
I say three times you're crazy (Right)
To done with the messin around
Baseball love, three strikes you're out
You're too busy tryna' catch me out (Here we go)
But I just wanna get a home run
Can't talk, real laughter after a while gets boring
I need to come back to your touch (No lie)
Look it's all too much
I guess now we gotta let go
You see me grow from a boy to a man
So this must really be the end of the road (It's gotta be)
And girl it's like round and round we go
Hearts would prefer if you left me alone
Cos I can't take the pain
And now my heartbeat feels like an AOA
I'm a walking disaster
Don't wanna hurt you thats why you got to go
Destruction like fire all around you
That's why I got to go
Oopsy daisy I hurt you again
Crushed your heart in the palm of my hands
If you walk out baby i'll understand
Cos all i'll do is hurt you again


Date: Friday, November 20, 2009
Time: 9:28:00 PM

TRACK CHALET! :D
you are coming nearer and nearer!((:
WILD WILD WET! :D
you make me excited!((:
TRAINING DURING TRACK CHALET! ):
you aren't wanted! ))):



i want to talk to you :D


Date: Friday, November 13, 2009
Time: 9:50:00 PM

FRIDAY THE 13!
WARNING!

to someone,

STAY STRONG! If you give up on yourself, you will never recover because you need the will of your mind to recover, think on the positive side! :D The will of the brain is half of your recovery.
Stop blaming yourself for that foolish act. No one wants it to happen too.
Believe in miracles because it will happen, you will be able to ___ again in the future, you will.
I know that you feel sad and you cannot take the fact that you cannot join the _________ next year. But there will be other years, other chances.
BE BRAVE AND FACE IT, you cannot turn back time(:

-silence-
praying for you(:


Date: Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Time: 4:27:00 PM
falling for you- cobie cailat

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want toI
’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you


Date: Friday, November 6, 2009
Time: 1:53:00 PM

I choose - friendship :D
Friendship, last longer than any other thing :D
and so i made the choice of friendship,
hoping it will be the right one (;

alone at home again,
waiting for the time to pass,
for the time to go track :D
I was suppose to meet yi zhen for lunch,
but it turn out that she had a higher fever of 40 Degree Celsius.
GET WELL SOON! :D


Date: Thursday, November 5, 2009
Time: 8:55:00 PM

oh god was on our side today for training.
training was in school and so had to run long run
once we ran to the bus stop after our school's, it started raining! :D
we headed back to school for shelter, all drenched.
then we did gym work! :D
yeah, i am weak.
i cant do the weights you asked me to do,
i cant run with that weak leg.
the weak leg of mine,
the poor stamina of mine,
and that slow speed i have in me.
i dont have confidence
because i know my limit,
i cant succeed in running.
and yes, i am weak.

quiting???


Date: Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Time: 9:51:00 PM

Ok so finally 14 :D but still as short and small. But wells, will grow :D
yesterday went out with kimberlie and david after school for lunch at tampines mall :D
then at night met zheng rui and ah min plus my sis and I.
we went to tampines for our dinner.
after eating, we went for a walk to digest our food for our ice cream :D
we later went to swensens for the ice-cream treat from me for them :D
had lots of fun, with many photos taken.
pictures willl be posted on facebook when i am free. hahaha :D

THANKS to those that wished me happy birthday:
CLAIRE
MANDY
I LOK
KIMBERLIE
SKYE
JOAN
CHENG SUAN
WOAN TING
HUI YU
LEONA
KO HWEE
WEI HAO
WAI KIAT
MARK
ZONE YAW
CASEY
HAZIQ
SERGIO
MALAV
DAVID
ZOEY
YEON JAE
DARYL
SHI YEE
SIMONNE
BECKY
CHARMAINE
YI ZHEN and DARREL(hahaha)
YEW CHEN
DARYL
KHAIRYLL
VINOD
ARZIRUL
and the LEE family :D

SPECIAL THANKS to those that gave me a present:
WOAN TING
HUI YU
KO HWEE
LEONA
WEI HAO
MARK
BECKY
YI ZHEN
CHARMAINE
DARREL
and the LEE family :D


Date: Sunday, November 1, 2009
Time: 11:53:00 AM

So far i had a present from woan ting, hui yu, ko hwee and leona.
THANKS :D i like the happy birthday badge. if you call it that :D

The birthday celebration yesterday,
it was raining and so it flooded the whole place that we were at and the rain black out the whole place.
i got a cap from godpa, godma and zheng rui :D
THANKS too. i liked it :D

Though it is my birthday tomorrow,
I have to go to school for some carnival briefing and maybe tuition in the morning before going to school. How sad );
But maybe going out with sis and zheng rui after school :D

Time really past so fast,
going to be 14 tomorrow :D
going to be sec3 next year.
I can't believe that i am going to be sec3, still so short and small.
so well my wish for this year would be to grow taller :D and
still hoping for the day to meet lewis hamilton too :D